YourNameTellsAlotAboutWhoYouAre

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Killing Me.

1. Have you ever lost your cellphone?
- mmhmm.

2. Do you eat icecream even if it's raining?
- it actually depends, y'know.

3. Do you piercings? tattoos?
- yes to piercings.

4. Do good things come to those who wait?
- most likely, I'd say yes; but sometimes you don't have to wait for good things, c0z it'll just come ;)

5. If you have a timemachine, would you travel to the future or the past?
- perhaps I'd go for the future first and then go back the past.

6. Who was the last person who gave you roses?
- Never even had one. =D and glad, for some reasons.

7. Who are you chatting with at the moment?
- you don't have to know, s0z!

8. Do you smoke cigarettes?
- ever did but I don't anymore, kind of promised an ex-lover.

9. Do you ask your friends' opinion before you buy something?
- Sure, sometimes. When I'm not very sure about my own opinion.

10. Have you ever whistled at a girl/boy before?
- How? I don't even know how to whistle properly. HAHAH!!

11. Ever danced around in your room naked?
- Naked? In my room? Sure. HAHAH but that was supposed to be a secret.

12. Do you have a nickname for your crush?
- A crush? who's my crush? HAHAH.

13. Would you ever audition for Singapore Idol?
- I don't know.. What do you think so?

14. Is there anything you want to say to that person you miss?
- Yes, there is some things.

15. Have you ever stolen someone else's sweetie?
- Never did, and never will.

16. How do you end a phone call with someone you dislike?
- Similar to how I end the phone call with people I like.

17. These past few days...
- *refer to my other blog*

18. Have you/would you ever throw a party when your parents aren't home?
- Nah, I don't think so unless they haven't any rules that I can't bring anyone home.

19. Have you ever gotten back with an ex?
- putus lohhh..

20. Do you like to gossip?
- Not really. HAHAH more on talks about each individuals I'm having the convo with.

21. Are you ticklish?
- Oh sure I am ^____^

22. Do you miss someone at this very moment.
- so much that you can't even imagine it's killing me.

23. Do you live for the moment or for the future?
- I live for both! =)

24. How often when you lie?
- No idea ^____^v HEHEH peace!

25. Do you plan your outfits?
- sometimes when I'm meeting someone special =)

26. Do you keep your sweetie's stuff after you break up?
- oh yes, I do.

27. Does shopping make you feel better?
- You think so? Shopping doesn't really, it's people around me who does. ;D

28. Can a person be possessed by a devil?
- Uhuh. 0____0

29. Have you ever made the first move?
- Sort of? HAHAH. sooosh!

30. On a scale from one to ten, how tired are you?
- probably 5, right now.

31. What is the relationship between you and the last person you texted?
- Good friends =)

32. What did you do last night?
- I.........................knocked myself out! HAHA kidding! Sleep~

33. Anything good/exciting happen to you lately?
- I haven't any clue. what do you think so?

34. What did you last eat?
- ChocoNuts. xD HEHEHE!!

35. If you could choose the colour of the sky, what would it be?
- Oh, I love it just the way it is. =)

36. Do you feel like you need to brush your teeth right now?
- HAHA a little.

37. Looking forward to anything in the near future?
- Ooooo YESSS! xD

38. What colour is your cellphone?
- many colours xP no no, it's black, it's silver, it's red. dumdidumdidum.

39. Do you or do you not agree on stem cell research? Explain?
- Stem cell research? wow, a whole new different questions eh? hm, well no idea. xD

40. Anything sore/hurting right now?
- Maybe something.

41. When was the last time you yelled at someone?
- Forgotten. HAHAH I don't store these kind of things in mind, u know.

42. What's bothering you right now?
- Clueless.

43. List three things you want to do in the next four months.
- WOOOOOW. next 4 months? hmmm, that'd be March eh? well I haven't planned anything yet.

44. Do you have any pets? if so, what are their names?
- I have lotsa. Fishies, no names =/ ; Dogs, Snow White, Princess, Pollar, (i know! weird names, but there are reasons!) ; Cats, no names ; Hamster - (SOON TO BE NAMED!) ; used to have a monkey too, his name was Nazim! HAHAHAH! I sure do miss my monkey!

45. Do you know the difference between you're and your?
- "You're" merely is "YOU ARE" and "your" points to you, about what u have..something like that?

46. Who would you like to see right now?
- Him..... although it'd kill me.

47. What can you hear right now?
- I can hear what my environment's sound. xP

48. Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off?
- it was just him...

49. Are you a forgiving person?
- Yes, most likely.

50. Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
- not anymore =(
but maybe I will, one day...

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A Sexy Birthday Song.

Labels: Birthday, Blog, Love, Lyrics

Headache.

1. How old will you be in 3 birthdays?

- Uhm, seventeen or eighteen! HAHA YOU MUST BE ON MY DEBUT K! that's like on my eighteenth birthday.

2. Do you think you'll be married by then?

- Course not! HAHA not YET.

3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months?

- My birthday xD

4. Who was the last person you called, and who called you last?

- Errr, some guitarist/vocalist. HAHA!

5. Have you ever played a team sport?

- HAHA many times.

6. Who was the last person to text you?

- the guitarist/vocalist also. HAHA!

7. Current thoughts?

- antah. just trying to answer this thingy-majiggy.

8. What were you doing at midnight last night?

- Oh, don't ask! HAHA I forgot what I was doing but yeah, I think I was just on the computer chatting?

11. What happened at 11:00 a.m. today?

- Hm, I woke up. HAHAH!

12. What do you feel right now?

- Kind of heart broken, still. HAHA aaiiyaaa!

13. If you could be anywhere right now, where would it be?

- I just want the tanglong night 2008.

14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?

- Definitely, the bare foot wearing the socks whilst walking with the shoes. HAHA pakan!?

15. Are you a social person?

- what do you think?

16. What was the last thing you drank?

- Sprite? 7Up? Water? HAHAH.

17. Favorite ice cream?

- Ben & Jerry's! actually there's more but yeah. my mind's kind of blanky right now.

18. What is your favorite dessert?

- Hm, I don't have a fav.

19. What’s your favorite color?

- GREEEEEEN! Red/Maroon! Purple! Darker yellow.. lotsa!

20. What network are you? smart or globe?

- HAHA I have both but too bad, they've expired. TOO MANY SIM CARDS already aah. TSK!

21. Do you like coffee?

- it's okay.

22. How many glasses of water a day do you drink on average?

- I don't know =|

23. What do you drink in the morning?

- Milo.

24. Would you rather kiss someone with or without a tongue ring?

- Either. HAHA with a tongue ring, that's kinda sexy though. but never tried. HAHA xP

25. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?

- Nehh..I don't think so.

26. Do you know how to play poker?

- No =|

27. What's so good about Fridays?

- HOLY DAY. HAHA holiday. lalala.

28. Any plans for this week?

- Oh lotsa. HAHA.

30. How big is your TV?

- which one? banyak eh d rumah ku nie. HAHA. it's bigger than my computers, thats for sure.

31. Ever stolen a street sign?

- oh never. HAHA don't even dare to try.

32. Do you keep a piggy bank?

- not a "PIGGY" bank but I save lotsa money :)

33. What kind of camera do you have?

- an HD, bebeh! :)

34. Have you ever been in an ambulance?

- No, though I would love to try being in it. HAHA!

35. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?

- to swim on? HAHA of course pool. I'm scared of the deeeeeep ocean weh. HAHA!

36. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seat?

- Window, please. HAHA

37. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?

- ah? WHAAAAT?

38. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?

- my love ones, honest!

39. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?

- not really. HAHA. or maybe yes.

41. Can you roll your tongue?

- owh yes. HAHA!

42. What should you be doing now?

- studying, I guess?

43. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

- HAHAH not anymore. I stopped when I was 9 3/4 HAHA.

44. What is the main ring tone on your phone?

- Shut Up & Let Me Go by The Ting Tings.

45. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?

- HAHA yeahh :P

46. What is the color of your bedroom walls?

- Pink 0____0 HAHAH but it doesn't seem girly coz I have lotsa things sticking to it.

47. Do you shut off the water when you brush your teeth?

- mmhmm.

48. Do you like someone right now?

- maybe? maybe not?

49. Do you currently hate someone?

- Maybe, Maybe not.

50. Where are your best friends?

- At their own place called home. HAHA

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Shuffle Life Part I.

I'm gonna start off by telling you that I'm currently watching some shuffle videos of my ex-es and boys and etc. Basically, I had my first reasons on how, when and why did I begin to shuffle. Wanna know?

It began when I became a young -"handsome" man's girlfriend and he showed me that shuffle wasn't just "shuffle". Honestly, first time watching shuffle was at class during recess and that was Tony Bong Chun Fatt who shuffled at the back of the class and then I noticed. I was like... =__O"" WTH?! What the hell is he doing?! Is he dancing or something? Then a few days later, he did it again. I was curious so I asked him.. and so he said "SHUFFLE!" Then I was like.. "what's that?" he was like.. "this lahh.." while shuffling.. If I'm not mistaken, that's what happened.

And then one afternoon, I was feeling sicky and shitty that day. I was sick. I went to my best friend's home with her tita's ride. Steve was watching something in his phone. He showed it to Chrysh and I was like.. "Oh, what's that?" and he was like "Neh, our school people shuffling.. u know Wilson they all?" Then I was like .."Ooohhh..." HAHAH I was feeling sick okay! After awhile in the car, I puked! =___="" DAAAMN! It was ALMOST on the way home! and tita even thought that I puked in her car. No way! Not my car! Neither my car! That didn't happen because I was so ready, I got my file and yeah, puked in it =/ HAHAH whatever! I still remember that.

Okay, carry through.. I was "Miss Anonymous" from a moment `till one day.. I finally told him it's "Chiaw Yuen".. and he thought I was a fat girl. HAHAH paluii! Then went online, surprised him and he was ecstatic it was that hot girl he met in a church HAHAHA. Bleh bleh bleh! xP ..and as the addiction started, always ber-webcam! HAHAH gawd, I miss those times! =D I remember all that shuffle videos, songs, and all that funny funny videos we shared to each other. Our very very baby was that baby who does that evil look and smile :D HAHAH. Damn, that looks like him to itaam. SHOOOH. HAHA! He ish hawt okay! He doesn't even know I'm talking about him now. but if he reads this, I'm sure he'll remember. I remember it was like..

Him: "Hey beautiful."
Me: "Hey ugly."
Him: "Oh, like that lah? Fine! Hi ugly! How are you ugly?!"
Me: "HAHAH I'm just kidding bah, handsome~"

So yes, his name is HANDSOME ;D HAHAH don't wanna be that specific though I guess this is very easy to guess since most of you know who he is. Even my family knows him. HAHAH it doesn't matter now that he broke my heart, I used to hate him u know. But I can't hate someone forever, after a long long time, I forgave him.

Me: "Sooo what are you doing now?"
Him: "Watching shuffle videos.."
Me: "Aaahhh shuffle..." (something like that)
Him: "Not the cards k!"
Me: "I know lahh"
Him: "Coz some people they're like ..Cards?!"
Me: "I know it's a kind of dance.."
Him: "Do you like it?"
Me: "Yeah I do, coz it's one type`o dance too" (HAHHA Damn Kendiee, sucha liar! u hated it!)
Him: "Oh, you do?"
Me: "Yeaaahhh!"

Smart smart me. HAHAH apaan! I didn't really lied about it being a type of dance too. Slowly, I started to like it. And the first first solo shuffle video that he showed me was Kueymo's! :D Singapore! and what's christmas without a christmas tree! HAHAH impressive, love.
So he was so into shuffle, but at that moment, I haven't tried anything out like that yet, wasn't THAAAAT interested. Just loved watching it. So had the greatest time during christmas waking up receiving messages from him. I wasn't at Brunei that time actually..I mean during christmas. But yeah, over long distances, we communicate like good friends. I might not texted him for awhile until christmas but yeah, since I saved the last credit to send Brunei people xmas greetings..and so I did again. HAHAH. whateber!

Anyhoos yes, it was one of the greatest christmas! Hope this year's christmas would be better, though. Okay moving on again to what's happened after all that..

So obviously, after christmas it would be New Year's. And yeap, new year's it is but I got a little less on watching shuffle videos. Until he made his first very own published shuffle video! =D HAHAH it was abit funny because he put the sexy sexy pic of me in the credits part x___x Malu eh aku nie! that was supposed to be private! He was kind of possesive so he tells people that I'm all his, but it doesn't matter. I was all his anyway. I even remember everyday after school, he'll ask me whether I'm home yet or not, even sends me morning messages and the weirdest part, he made me sleep early! O____O aiyoo! I don't sleep early one ehh.. So then after ages and ages, we broke up. That was crazy! but my very last one was the most kjgbefhgb one, I tell you. You could not believe what I just did after all these break ups! Damn, I hate it. Ah, fcuk that. HAHAH. Make me not like other boys already eh.. daaamn! Not because I'm afraid to get hurt again but, it's hard, it's not like I can like the other guys already. The other guys only reminds me about him. My head's flying somewhere else. LOL! Crazy. I'm not a monster. I don't mean it that way. I mean, my mind's flying way somewhere. I couldn't get the memories off my head, I don't even want them to be erased! They're too good to be forgotten. He was the ONLY ONE that has ever made me that happy! Like seriously happy! Anyhooos, let's stop with that so-called-corny thing whatever.

Okay, so after "HANDSOME" or should I say "Superman"? I was insane okay, I watch his videos on youtube everyday, even checking him out on his new videos. Deliberately, I shuffle to take anger off myself on him. I tried to make myself be strong, and then I shuffled. Trained myself, there was nobody to teach me. I watch his videos everyday and tried to learn and learn.

Until one day, Qin asked me about making a shuffle team ourselves which was unofficially called the D.X.S.! and then, online, screen name was changed into D.X.S. Kendiee ~

Weeli came accross and chat with me about shuffle stuffs. He asked me if I shuffle too, then I said yes, and he was like.. Check one of his team mate's video named Azim//Slick who's the smoothest shuffler in the team. Saw Azim//Slick's email and added him up. Sure he was great on that! :) and then yeaps, chatted with him. Days go by, I used to dropped by PDS// SMSS to visit some friends and there he was.. suddenly came in front of me and asked..

Azim//Slick: "Eh, you're chiaw yuen kah?"
Me: "Uhhh yeahh......." *questions in my head*
Azim// Slick: "

Labels: Blog, Boyfriend, Brunei Shuffle, Ex-Boyfriend, Jemz, Life, Love, Nate/Nazim, Reasons, Relationship, The One, Videos, Youtube

I want my old friend back..

Labels: Boyfriend, Ex-Boyfriend, Life, Love, Lyrics, Nate/Nazim, Relationship, The One

Stay Just A Little, My Love.




Lyrics:
Stay Just a Little

Labels: Love, Nate/Nazim, Relationship, Videos, Youtube

The Best Moments In Life.

The Best Moments In Life




1....................... Falling
in love.





2.......................
Laughing till your stomach hurts.





3....................... Enjoying
a ride down the ocuntry side.





4. Listening to your favorite song on the radio.





5....................... Going
to sleep listening to the rain pouring outside.





6.......................
Getting out of the shower and wrapping yourself with a warm, fuzzy towel.





7. Passing your final exams with good
grades.





8....................... Being a
part of an interesting conversation.





9.......................
Finding some money in some old


pants.





10.
Laughing at yourself.





11.
Sharing a wonderful dinner with all your friends.





12.
Laughing without a reason.





13.
"Accidentally" hearing someone say somthing good about you.





14.
Watching the sunset.





15. Listening
to a song that reminds you of an important person in your life.





16. Receiving or giving your first kiss.





17.
Feeling this buzz in your body when seeing this


"special"
someone.





18.
Having a great time with your friends.





19. Seeing
the one you love happy.





20.
Wearing the shirt of a person you love and smelling his/her perfume.





21.
Visiting an old friend of yours and


remembering
great memories.





22.
Hearing someone telling you "I LOVE YOU"

"True friends come in the good
times when we tell hem to, and come in the bad times.....without
calling."

I was reading through some old emails from my MSN account and I found this. I just thought I might want to share this with you =) Hope you enjoyed reading that.

Labels: E-mails, Life, Love

Study Rhymes? by moi.

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Survey.

I got tagged by zelle. (:

ARE YOU:

Perfect? Perfectly imperfect.
Tall? I wish~ HAHAH I wish I could at least be 5`4Ft. tall~
In your pajamas? Yeps.
Left handed? Nah.


LAST:

friend you saw? si Chrysh? Don't really remember.
person you talked on the phone? I don't remember who =/ I haven't talk on the phone for awhile.
person to text you? Remy.
Is today better than yesterday? Maybe.


FAVOURITE:

Number? 03, 06, 69, 197, 261..
Colour? green. maroon/red. purple.
Food? There's lotsa :)
Place? Perhaps the beach, or maybe home? It used to be anywhere with "HIM"..but yeahh..


QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS:

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: I looked at my phone.

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: There are lots of stuffs =(


Q: What's the last movie you watched in theater?
A: Babylon.

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: Kitchen... Or a real place, Kampong Ayer & Bismi.

Q: Do you smile a lot?
A: Yes, I do.. but I don't know what happened...

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: Maybe not upon the stars.

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: I am suuuuure am one friendly person =) But not if you're a perv =____=""

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: Somewhere you're not sleeping at; HAHA my bed lah. Mana lagitah.

Q: Why did you sleep there?
A: Dushhh. It's where I should sleep.

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: This morning.

Q: What was you last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: ......a lot of things, I might not even remember...

Q: Rate life as of right now, one being bad, ten being great?
A: 5 out of 10. You know what it means..

Q: What do you hear right now?
A: Nothing really... It's a total silence.

Q: Does anything hurt you right now?
A: Yeaahhh...

Q: What is your favourite month?
A: July, November, December... HAHAH so the question should be *favourite month(s).

EMOTIONS:

Are you missing someone right now? sooo much :(
Are you single? Yes, but it's complicated okay.
Are you tired? =____="" sleepy~
Are your parents still married? Yes.



BASICS:

Real name? Chiaw Yuen B. Loo
Age? 15 soon.
Eye color? Dark brown.
Zodiac sign? Aquarius, Chickie.
Male or Female? SHE-male!

Single? Mmhmm but sorry, still unavailable.
Crushing? Maybe.

Smart? Perhaps yes, perhaps no.
Hair color? Black.
Sweats or jeans? Jeans, I guess.
Phone or Camera? I'd say the gooood phone with its gooood camera ;D

Health freak? Sometimes I am.
Righty or lefty? Righty.


FIRST:

best friend? Jessie James.
award? I don't remember..there's a lot, honestly.
enemy? errr..I don't really remember. I think it was some girl from Pri 1.
pet? doggy bernama Happy.
vacation? I was in the Philly, then Brunei, then I think it was Singapore.


CURRENTLY:

Eating? was.
Drinking? nah.
listening to? the silence that's making me deaf.
Waiting for? me to turn 16 and 18 and then finally 21.


WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE GENDER:

Lips or eyes? I'd say eyes.

Shorter ir taller? Of course, taller.
Romantic or spontaneous? Both would be great.
Sensitive or loud? No idea.

Hook-up or in a relationship? Predominantly, in a relationship.


HAVE YOU EVER:

Drank bubbles? suuure xP from the drinks.
Lost glasses/contacts? Never lost them, it just broke.

Ran away from home? if you're ready to take me away.

Broken someone's heart? Many times and it's somehow coming back to me ='(

Been arrested? That'd be WOW but no, never been.


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

Do you like someone? Yes, I do; but I think there's more of love I have for that someone than like.
Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? Hell no!


I am tagging:
YOU, whoever reads this.

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The Break Up.

Top 10 starting break up lines

1. We need to talk.
2. It's not your fault. It's me.
3. I've lied.
4. Do you remember when I’ve said everything is alright?
5. You are like a sister/brother to me.
6. I think we would be better off friends.
7. I don't love you any more.
8. Do you really want to know why I go out to dinner with my assistant?
9. Have you always been so boring?
10. Give me back my keys.

It's time to break up if you have...

1. An abusive relationship. If you are in an abusive relationship, get out now! It doesn't matter if you 'think' you are still in love with him (or her) or 'know' you are in love with her. Get out now, and after, file a police report for a restraining order.
2. No trust. Trust is the most important part in any relationship, so if you don't have it, it's time to break up.
3. Found someone else. Although not always on purpose, sometimes we find another person -- perhaps a friend or colleague who we are interested in. If this is you, talk about it. Usually, interest in someone else means you aren't getting everything you want out of your current relationship. If talking about it doesn't help, it's time to break up and start something new.
4. Loss of interest. Many couples lose interest in their partner, not only sexually, but also as a friend. If you cannot talk to your significant other, it is definitely time to break up.
5. No future together. Relationships without a future is a train-wreck waiting to happen. If you want to be friends with benefits, fine. Be friends with benefits. However, if you want a real relationship but don't have a future together, get out now.

Break Up Rules

1. Do not avoid the subject. It's best to get it over with as soon as possible. The longer you wait the harder it will get.
2. Remain calm. You don't want to stir up mixed emotions or send mixed signals. It could only make it worse.
3. Talk about it. It's always best to state your opinion on why you want to break up. This is so your 'someone' (soon to be ex.) will not question it and think there may still be something between you. Try not to blame each other, it only makes things worse and may cause aggressiveness.
4. It's always best to do it in person, unless of course this person is abusive by any means. Then it's best to either call or write a letter, even better, have a friend tell the person. It's a horrible way to break up, but if it's a last resort, do it.
5. After the break up, do not go back -- no matter what. You broke up for a reason, remember it. You might think this person has changed, but they truly haven't. People do not change over short periods –- no matter how convincing that person might be.

Signs of a possible break up

Avoidance
One of the many signs, but the strongest, is avoidance. If your boyfriend or girlfriend isn't answering your calls or never home when they usually are, there is a possibility of a pending break up.

Acting differently
Another possible sign of a break up, is a change in personality. If your partner normally acts one way, but all of the sudden changes, there is a problem. As well, if your partner begins showing less interest or paying more attention to others, there's a chance.

Ways to avoid a break up

Some relationships are meant to be broken, otherwise we would never find the right person to be with for the rest of our lives. However, sometimes we feel we must stay with someone for at least a little longer.

Find out what is wrong
The first step to avoiding a break up is ask what is wrong. Talk to your partner to find the problem and ask how it can be fixed, that is if you don't know already.

Talk about the future
The next step may seem awkward, but if you wish the relationship to continue it's essential. However, you must find out exactly what your partner wants of the relationship and find out how it may be accomplished.

Make it work
Finally, make it work. If there is anything you can change and still want to be with this person, do it. Actions speak more than words. Show your partner how you truly feel. Who knows, maybe he/she wants the same thing you do.

Dealing with a break up.

Many people deal with break ups in a variety of ways. Some believe it's best to get right back on the saddle, while others disagree and wait a short (or long) period before getting back into the game.

The main considerations are your comfort level, how serious the relationship was and how bad was the break up. Of course, if you are reading this article you must be having a hard time and still hold a broken heart – no matter how serious the relationship was.

Just remember, you will survive.

Keeping your cool in time of crisis is 90% of the battle. If you can keep calm, everything will be OK – and if not, call a good friend and tell him or her all about it. They will understand. The more days that pass the easier it will get, so no crazy stuff, comprende?

Labels: Love, Reasons, Relationship

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