Friday, October 24, 2008~2:09 AM
Shuffle Life Part I.
I'm gonna start off by telling you that I'm currently watching some shuffle videos of my ex-es and boys and etc. Basically, I had my first reasons on how, when and why did I begin to shuffle. Wanna know?
It began when I became a young -"handsome" man's girlfriend and he showed me that shuffle wasn't just "shuffle". Honestly, first time watching shuffle was at class during recess and that was Tony Bong Chun Fatt who shuffled at the back of the class and then I noticed. I was like... =__O"" WTH?! What the hell is he doing?! Is he dancing or something? Then a few days later, he did it again. I was curious so I asked him.. and so he said "SHUFFLE!" Then I was like.. "what's that?" he was like.. "this lahh.." while shuffling.. If I'm not mistaken, that's what happened.
And then one afternoon, I was feeling sicky and shitty that day. I was sick. I went to my best friend's home with her tita's ride. Steve was watching something in his phone. He showed it to Chrysh and I was like.. "Oh, what's that?" and he was like "Neh, our school people shuffling.. u know Wilson they all?" Then I was like .."Ooohhh..." HAHAH I was feeling sick okay! After awhile in the car, I puked! =___="" DAAAMN! It was ALMOST on the way home! and tita even thought that I puked in her car. No way! Not my car! Neither my car! That didn't happen because I was so ready, I got my file and yeah, puked in it =/ HAHAH whatever! I still remember that.
Okay, carry through.. I was "Miss Anonymous" from a moment `till one day.. I finally told him it's "Chiaw Yuen".. and he thought I was a fat girl. HAHAH paluii! Then went online, surprised him and he was ecstatic it was that hot girl he met in a church HAHAHA. Bleh bleh bleh! xP ..and as the addiction started, always ber-webcam! HAHAH gawd, I miss those times! =D I remember all that shuffle videos, songs, and all that funny funny videos we shared to each other. Our very very baby was that baby who does that evil look and smile :D HAHAH. Damn, that looks like him to itaam. SHOOOH. HAHA! He ish hawt okay! He doesn't even know I'm talking about him now. but if he reads this, I'm sure he'll remember. I remember it was like..
Him: "Hey beautiful."
Me: "Hey ugly."
Him: "Oh, like that lah? Fine! Hi ugly! How are you ugly?!"
Me: "HAHAH I'm just kidding bah, handsome~"
So yes, his name is HANDSOME ;D HAHAH don't wanna be that specific though I guess this is very easy to guess since most of you know who he is. Even my family knows him. HAHAH it doesn't matter now that he broke my heart, I used to hate him u know. But I can't hate someone forever, after a long long time, I forgave him.
Me: "Sooo what are you doing now?"
Him: "Watching shuffle videos.."
Me: "Aaahhh shuffle..." (something like that)
Him: "Not the cards k!"
Me: "I know lahh"
Him: "Coz some people they're like ..Cards?!"
Me: "I know it's a kind of dance.."
Him: "Do you like it?"
Me: "Yeah I do, coz it's one type`o dance too" (HAHHA Damn Kendiee, sucha liar! u hated it!)
Him: "Oh, you do?"
Me: "Yeaaahhh!"
Smart smart me. HAHAH apaan! I didn't really lied about it being a type of dance too. Slowly, I started to like it. And the first first solo shuffle video that he showed me was Kueymo's! :D Singapore! and what's christmas without a christmas tree! HAHAH impressive, love.
So he was so into shuffle, but at that moment, I haven't tried anything out like that yet, wasn't THAAAAT interested. Just loved watching it. So had the greatest time during christmas waking up receiving messages from him. I wasn't at Brunei that time actually..I mean during christmas. But yeah, over long distances, we communicate like good friends. I might not texted him for awhile until christmas but yeah, since I saved the last credit to send Brunei people xmas greetings..and so I did again. HAHAH. whateber!
Anyhoos yes, it was one of the greatest christmas! Hope this year's christmas would be better, though. Okay moving on again to what's happened after all that..
So obviously, after christmas it would be New Year's. And yeap, new year's it is but I got a little less on watching shuffle videos. Until he made his first very own published shuffle video! =D HAHAH it was abit funny because he put the sexy sexy pic of me in the credits part x___x Malu eh aku nie! that was supposed to be private! He was kind of possesive so he tells people that I'm all his, but it doesn't matter. I was all his anyway. I even remember everyday after school, he'll ask me whether I'm home yet or not, even sends me morning messages and the weirdest part, he made me sleep early! O____O aiyoo! I don't sleep early one ehh.. So then after ages and ages, we broke up. That was crazy! but my very last one was the most kjgbefhgb one, I tell you. You could not believe what I just did after all these break ups! Damn, I hate it. Ah, fcuk that. HAHAH. Make me not like other boys already eh.. daaamn! Not because I'm afraid to get hurt again but, it's hard, it's not like I can like the other guys already. The other guys only reminds me about him. My head's flying somewhere else. LOL! Crazy. I'm not a monster. I don't mean it that way. I mean, my mind's flying way somewhere. I couldn't get the memories off my head, I don't even want them to be erased! They're too good to be forgotten. He was the ONLY ONE that has ever made me that happy! Like seriously happy! Anyhooos, let's stop with that so-called-corny thing whatever.
Okay, so after "HANDSOME" or should I say "Superman"? I was insane okay, I watch his videos on youtube everyday, even checking him out on his new videos. Deliberately, I shuffle to take anger off myself on him. I tried to make myself be strong, and then I shuffled. Trained myself, there was nobody to teach me. I watch his videos everyday and tried to learn and learn.
Until one day, Qin asked me about making a shuffle team ourselves which was unofficially called the D.X.S.! and then, online, screen name was changed into D.X.S. Kendiee ~
Weeli came accross and chat with me about shuffle stuffs. He asked me if I shuffle too, then I said yes, and he was like.. Check one of his team mate's video named Azim//Slick who's the smoothest shuffler in the team. Saw Azim//Slick's email and added him up. Sure he was great on that! :) and then yeaps, chatted with him. Days go by, I used to dropped by PDS// SMSS to visit some friends and there he was.. suddenly came in front of me and asked..
Azim//Slick: "Eh, you're chiaw yuen kah?"
Me: "Uhhh yeahh......." *questions in my head*
Azim// Slick: "
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I swear to you, I've been RETRO`FIED!
Love from, Chiaw Yuen ❤